waiting for something definitive, but will definitely not be certain or uncertain to wait

We've met after my broke up with my ex. He gave me a shoot of missed called. Wonder whose try to flirt me (my mind was straightly goes to my ex name, tot he is his friend). First conversation went well. First text night went well. First month been friend went really well. Mid of April, our first blind date also went so tremendously well. The date of 18th May 2007 (2.57am) , we decided to declare and move one step ahead.

"Would you like to be my girlfriend?"

"Why me?"

"Ok"

I still can't believe he proposing me but yet  i am very happy. 1 year gone and we are happily couple among all of our friend. Second year come visits and leave us fast as i recall we had a balance normal simple basic thing that every couple do. We fight, we argue, we laugh together. As the 3rd year come see us, (as i call it disaster year for us) we met our own way to end up and moved on. We split for e moment. (Prefer to silent to story u much bout this 3rd year). -_- Yes we split.Everyone is like hell shocked. But we are happily back together 1 month after. As he told me, he can't live without me. ROTFL. I don't even know what so special bout this petite crazy girl.

Now, we reach the 4th year very happily and all memory that met us still in our mind to make us a better person. We do argue. We do fights. We do share problems. We do share happiness. We do share every single basic thing together.

Did horoscope ever lies? I don't know BUT if horoscope telling us the truth, Leo's soul mate is Sagittarius. Yes it is best suited named as - US and US is me and you. Yes, u're the one that read this my sexy pond pond man.

As time past us by, my love even stronger. I love you. Yes i do.

Till then,
lotsalove.

Eid Mubarak 2011

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

As the time goes by, this year is the 22th Raya that i celebrated and it is the most meaningful for me. Ask me why? It is a lot happening through this year. I've lost two uncle as i address both of them as Pak tih and Atih. May the be RIP. Ameen. On the other hand,

1) My love life follow me back to Alor Setar to see my parent and i know he is so nervous but he manage to stay there and mingling with my family. Proud baby. Yes am happy. So happy.

We off to shopping for me, mama, dady. Night session is for  beloved cousin and daddy, daddy again. :)

2) It's the day of raya and im excited, yes so excited to see my most favourite cousin of all, son of my Pak Su was named as Mohd Mattin Ar-Rayyan. Yes loitering with him makes me more feeling like mummyh. hehe

He is so adorable yet so talkative. I miss him.

Yes he is a boy. Miss you baby!

3) Second day of raya, usually i will go to Balik Pulau (my mom's place) but this year im not going with them because i have too many invitation and this second raya was meaningful 'coz i've met my Primary school teacher and my long lost best friend back when we was Standard 1 untill Standard 6. We share laugh, tears, same class since standard 1.

This is at my Home. :)

We safely arrived at Cikgu Fadhilah's place.
L-R: Awatif, Me, Cikgu, Aton, Afikah, Hiadayah not joining us. :(

4) 3rd raya is tiring day. Spend whole day at my uncle's place but happy too 'coz i'll enjoying the day chasing mattin. :) He broke the crystal and ran to me and asked me "kakak, mattin pecahkan ape" (i f'^&&*&ly missing his tone calling me). 

I've met ayu so many time and my fisrt time seeing ayu with her H Husband. :)

Zara model kids. :)

5) Next day, my school mate come visits me and I go visit them. Happy to see them. :)

6) Back to KL and he is fetching me again. I love him so much. :) i do love him. 

7) Raya its not over. Many house to visits. And im happy doing it with you.


Selamat hari raya.
Till then,
lotsalove.

Blog Nas Ahmad: memori bersama LAN PET PET

In real life, he's my adviser sometime. :) yes he is so crazily funny but when he treat his son, he is different person. love u pak su. :) Blog Nas Ahmad: memori bersama LAN PET PET: Bukan semua pelawak tu 'pelawak sebenar'!...... yeah!. Tau napa Nas cakap cam tu?. Sebab pelawak sebenar tu pelawak yang sentiasa kelakar wa...

Selamat Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya yall. Forgive me. Forgiven is always yours. :) have a good one.

To my love, am so excited he'll joining me Balik Kampung. hehe

Till then,
Lotsalove.

Lelaki itu

Ketawa lelaki itu.

Marah lelaki itu.

Sedih lelaki itu.

Riang lelaki itu.

Gila lelaki itu.

Semua jadi ubat hati.

Semua jadi senang dalam diri.

Semua indah bila ingat sendiri.

Aku sayang lelaki itu.

|Lelaki itu|

Zahiril Adzim: dicuri untuk mencuri buat pelengkap rusuk kiri.

Zahiril Adzim: dicuri untuk mencuri buat pelengkap rusuk kiri.: "Bersusun buku, Bersusun DVD, yang satu pun tak baca lagi, yang satu pun tak tengok lagi. Macam biasa. Masa aku dicuri lagi demi mencu..."

Another way home|Heart|

It's the 4th of us. Ouh my. Can't and couldn't believe it.

For the 4th, i gave him that and ive got this. :) Thanks love.

For the celebration, we decided to go to Langkawi. It's a wonderfull thing. We stayed here, 

It's a tree house. I miss that house badly.

Beautifil scenary celbrates us.

i love him much!!!!!!!!!

Happy Mothers Day Mama

How did you find the energy, Mom
To do all the things you did,
To be teacher, nurse and counselor
To me, when I was a kid.

How did you do it all, Mom,
Be a chauffeur, cook and friend,
Yet find time to be a playmate,
I just can’t comprehend.

I see now it was love, Mom
That made you come whenever I'd call,
Your inexhaustible love, Mom
And I thank you for it all.
Lots of Love:Your Daughter,Shafinaz

Saturday

Im working on this beautiful saturday while everybody have a great sleep on this weekend. Ouh, what a week. Nevermind. For some reason i know that i have something that i can contribute to make myself better than others. If my dad, working 24/7 until now at the age of 50+, why i 22 can't work for 24/7. My dream is to have better family, driving my dream car, living in my dream house, but how should i get all that if im still get paid rather than give paid. I love you. I love myself. Happy mothers day. :) i love my mom. both!!!!

i love you sayang.

i love him. yes. i do. why?  haha i don't know. i love him because i can be all various thousand character when im with him. him either. i love all his character. he know when he have to make me laugh. he know how to tackle me. he know every single thing what my hear need. ouh i can't believe we reach 4 years now. :) it's a very good achievement! i love you sayang.